Forgetfulness

Life Death

Love Hatred

Success Failure

Hope Rejection

Happiness Sadness

Knowledge

Fun Dejection

Time Laughter

You Me

Well, you all might be thinking why I am writing these words. I am writing them, because I forgot what they meant to me in these 3 months. I unlearnt everything related to them in these 3 months. Whatever I presumed about them, all went wrong today. Whatever I showed to the world regarding these words, they were either totally wrong and  I became a good actor or I was right in all those days, and I am getting it wrong now.

I forgot what is love ,

for me it turned out to be a 4 letter word to be repeated time and again to prove my love for my “loved” ones.

I forgot what is hatred ,

For me it was another 4 letter word to be used for nobody.

I forgot what is happiness ,

For me it was just a passing by emotion aroused only upon the success of my undertaken assignments.

I forgot what is laughter ,

For me it was another long passing by emotion aroused by force.

I forgot what is sadness ,

For me it was the most frequently visited site of emotion field.

I forgot what is rejection,

For me It was just a way of showing “you are not fit”

I forgot what is hope ,

For me, it was yet another emotion which was rarely visited because nobody was eager to show it to me.

I forgot what is success ,

For me, it was somebody else’s failure,

For me it was my triumph over somebody.

I forgot what  is failure ,

For me, it was the best friend I could get.

For me, it was the underachievement of my petty goals of life.

I forgot what  is time ,

For me it was the sun rising and the sun setting.

I forgot what is fun ,

Once again, it was nothing but artificial

I forgot what is dejection, 

For me, it was just a way of showing others that “my life isn’t perfect as yours”

I forgot what is knowledge ,

For me, it was a way of scoring scores, and in turn making money.

I forgot who you are,

For me, you were yet another human

I forgot who I am,

For me, I was just a machine.

I forgot what is life ,

Because I stopped living it.

I forgot what is death ,

Because I was the living dead.

I forgot everything, but today somebody made me remember all.